1% Forgiveness Revisited

I wrote yesterday:

We walked through the door and I found my self counting:

one, one, one…

This one visit is the first visit of the last visits.

One, one, one…

Today Al K. Hall commented:

“I said to her, ‘I love you Mommy.’
I said that and today I meant it.”

1…
1…
1…
…as in 1% forgiveness?

Perhaps you reached the goal you’d set for yourself.”

I read this comment and I wept and I could not stop weeping.

I think that Al is on the money.

1, 1, 1,

One, One, One.

All I need is 1% forgiveness to get this Fucker done.

My mother and I may just be there.

Thank you Al for connecting dots when I saw none.

Thank you ALL for showing me what I can not see.

Peace,  Jen

I am not all together at the moment. I want you to know how much your comments and prayers mean to me.

I am not visiting Your House (Blog) at the moment, but I will return as soon as I get myself and my family righted.

We are stumbling in some new Dark Place. The light is soon to enter…

Thank you, thank you, thank you for being here. Truly.

~ by Step On a Crack on November 14, 2011.

3 Responses to “1% Forgiveness Revisited”

  1. You are a beautiful woman, Jen. Look after yourself first in these trying times and the rest will follow.

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    • Wow

      Ok now.

      Hospice, yes hospice, said the same thing today “go easy on yourself now. Take care of yourself.”

      Wow. Al, are you like, 109 years old or something? You know Really old and wise? I think maybe so. I do. Thank you. Peace, jen

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  2. I wish I had better words or the proximity to offer a squeeze but you are held in your words nonetheless..

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